Let Go

Finally, my phone has been resurrected from its coma - SYUKUR - now I can get back to my delayed work. The only thing that breaks my heart is the fact that I lost over 6,000 personal photos and videos, hundreds of notes filled with ideas, and many, many raw recordings of my music. All corrupted and I had no choice but to painfully let them go. This sadness and helplessness reminds me of how I felt a few years ago when I lost my entire weblog to technical errors. Now once again I find myself staring at the screen, emptily, thinking why I, a human, am so dependent on this object which holds the key to things I cannot even touch.