Rabbi yassir wala tu 'assir

As I'm waiting for my operation to begin at 8am, staring at my CT scan results, digesting painful shots of antibiotics and steroids, I realize that this isn't as easy as I thought it would be. But I also realize that anything good shouldn't come easy, and of course Allah Ta'ala will only test me with what I can take in. Focus on the goodness, focus on the recovery. I shall take this as my rezeki. Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.