Segan Dengan Tuhan

What is it about kindness that we foolishly believe so much in it? Why do we believe that being kind is the solution, over and over again, regardless of how difficult things and people are? Pelik ya. Are we being kind or are we being stupid? Sometimes we feel confused and lost by this. Tapi kawan saya pesan, kita kena selalu berbalik pada jalan asal kita; tujuan kenapa kita hidup di dunia.

Dulu memang saya kurang faham prinsip ayah: Biar orang buat kita, jangan kita buat orang. I didn't really understand his ways of being overly diplomatic and ridiculously kind, especially in critical situations. It just didn't make sense. Kemudian baru-baru ini, saya ada bacakan kisah Nabi Muhammad SAW pada Ikhlas sebelum tidur. Our first time reading that book together, so it was a discovery for me too. Ringkasnya- baginda finally menang peperangan yang besar, tapi ada sebilangan musuh yang berjaya larikan diri. Para sahabat kata, ayuh kita doakan musuh-musuh yang terlepas itu mati. Baginda terdengar dan baginda tak suka. Instead, baginda ajak doakan semua musuh jadi orang yang baik, walaupun mereka beriya bantai bunuh kita tadi. Peh. If The Prophet can be kind and forgiving after a horrifying war where loved ones died, apa critical situation kita yang kita tak boleh nak be kind tu? Dalampada kita eksyen dan perasan betul, nabi pula yang reti segan dengan Tuhan. Malunya kita, kawan-kawan.