When God made you different, you have two options:
(1) Bersangka buruk dengan Tuhan, see it as a curse, or an end to your life
(2) Let it define you, control you, and take away your power
(3) Feel sorry for yourself and act like a victim of the situation,
(1) Bersangka baik dengan Tuhan, see it as a blessing in disguise, a gift, a beginning
(2) Let it strengthen you and empower you to use that knowledge and experience to create awareness, or try to create peace within yourself
(3) Help others and save your sorryness for people who actually need it.